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Forgotten

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Even if I don't cut my wrists
And watch the blood flow freely
Even if I don't beat the ones I love
And watch the purple marks appear

Even if I don't hurt you every night
And deprive you from your sleep
Even if I don't make you cry
Deep down and out of sight I hurt

So why is she the only one
You ever tell you love her?
And why is she the only thing
That's ever on your mind?

I may not hurt them like she does
I may not be a threat
I may not cause you all the fear
And take your smiles away

But I am here and I am yours
And I am your daughter too
So why is it that you can't see
That I, just as her, need you

I am suffocating slowly
Drowning in my own pain
Still all you see is her
And I watch you walk away

No matter how I far I reach
No matter how loud I scream
No matter how hard I try
I can't make you see

And I can't bring myself to tell you
The loneliness I feel
Hey guys,

It's...poetry... I haven't written poetry in a while since I haven't been emotional enough to be able to pull it off. Unfortunately I am emotional enough to write now, and as you all can see it's not happy ^^; I don't really want to go into depth about this, so all I'll say is that this is my reaction to some things that are going on with me right now...

Aside from the depressed tone of this thing I hope you guys enjoy :nod:

~Angel :heart:

EDIT: We talked and things are looking up in that way a little... My dad (I think a lot of you figured that out) promised he'd try to work on things with me, and I hope from now on not everything will be about my sister anymore... We'll see; at least I know he's trying :nod:
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DeadMantlepiece's avatar
I hope you feel better hun :hug: And love it and it suits my mood at the moment too